Monday, November 26, 2007
11:33:00 pm
I think I hate coming home.
I feel so displaced.
Coming home really opens the floodgates.
So today, I spent 2 hours struggling thru maths. and then the nxt 2half hours writing 14 pages of pure nonsense. I think tt paper's quite screwed =X but who cares, eXAMS ARE OVER!
so what have I done? Came back and packed place, settled piano time slots and make up lessons, read finish 'For One Day' by mitch albom while waiting for bro/dad to fetch me. bro came at 9+ yay. but there goes my much wanted sharks fin treat+photocopy certs+prac piano+play clarinet plans :( ah well :( anw tt book is a v v v good book. I actually cried! at the end luh haa! i havent played my clarinet for one month! trouble looms. HOW!
I am so annoyed. Coming home just to get screamed at, coming home just to get nagged at, coming home just to get pestered on what stocks I wanna buy. GIVE ME A BREAK CAN! And the thought of having to go through a level syllabus for chem n maths before i sleep is not very welcome. Post-exams are just a change of activities. I'm equally irritatingly busy. The only thing about coming home is the convenience. of not having to wash stuffs. but don't remind me of the undone laundry. I wanna go back. It's driving me mad.
I wanna help my bro. At the same time I'm so tired. So I heard I'm going buy some insurance where I gotta pay 2.4k/year. inotherwords it's 200/month. so how am i gonna come up with tt money. when after working for one whole year my bank doesnt even reach 2k. sighhhh. looks like i gotta continue with my piano :( n now with the tuition starting tmr perhaps i'll grow richer :( im so tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.
:'(