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They're endless, just a matter of how much you want it.
Some things aren't impossible really, just how much effort you're willing to put into it.
So, what's the conclusion........
And so, I CAME HOME EARLY FOR ONCE TODAY!
And yes, I'm emo-ing at the computer.
And yes, I'm eating an apple pie for dinner, all thanks to roderick and xianrong. (rod cause he reminded xr to get one for me haha!)
Tasty apple pie! Haven't had one for a loooonnnngggggg time!
Which reminds me I still have my HL chocolate milk in the office.
As you can see, these are random thoughts.
I miss Jiwen.
And oh yeah, I very much prefer my small but blink diamond ring. It's a power-packed diamond! I thought it was me always thinking it's beautiful, pretty and awesome (all characteristics of the giver see) but apparently jueying thinks so too! It really is one beautiful ring. I love it very much. But I love the one who gave it to me MOST. (I WIN!) so preeetttttyyyyyyy (just like him hehehe)
I LOVE YOU JIWEN
and it's just one more day to FRIDAY! :)
Where's my happy squirrel you ask?
Oh.... He's here!
In my flubby dubby heart :)
But I miss him and I hate crappy things called internet connection.
Why do they never work? :( :( :(
ANYWAY, yes folks, I've been pretty busy!
While my roomie goes to msia to sit the KLM...... (I've been thinking of doing that too! But ah well....)
And yes, today I just ran after a billion gazillion years. The last time being............... world champs....
(okay you can do the math, but I'm not going to! too horrified already.....)
It's good to be back, I've missed the track.
The weather was pretty decent too.
But I was crawling like a worm.
But... not that bad la huh? Considering!
But I really don't like going by guys who are so EGO!
So anyway, on my way back from my short short run, this old uncle cycling by went by saying "girl don't run in the centre of the track, can't you see the signs" and some other things I can't remember... I was like "crazy..." Come on, so many people on the track, at least I'm not veering in and out at weird unexplainable times. Of course you can't have all the runners sticking to that skinny pavement. Also, the pavement part is so much harder. Bad for running impact!
Thankfully I'm not that slow such that recre runners (altho I'm one now) on the tracks go BY me. I still go by others (phew). So anyway there's this guy who I could tell is the ego kind who wouldn't let a girl run by. So yeah, after some time I decided to kick in the old and rusty engine (thankfully it still worked some) and dropped him! YAY!
The end of story.
Okay, I'm missing Jiwen.
I miss Jiwen.
I miss Jiwen.
I miss my Wennie....
I MISS MY MOST FAVOURITE OF FAVOURITES, THE GUY I LOVE THE MOST..........
Now where did my usual 31st December post went to?
Looking back over 2010
(okay besides doing this always at year end, it's also partly inspired by Marcpok's facebook note haha. Am touched he mentioned meeeeeee!)
It's been one awesome year I must say. Very glad I didn't get to go Canada for exchange in the end although I was rather crushed about that! Staying in Singapore is sooooo much better!
Of races and school, I miss hall badly. I miss the free times around school. I miss swimming in the nice warm clean NTU pool. I miss crapping around with the bi team and swim team peeps. I miss seeing so many ppl I've come to know around in school.
It was a cool racing year. What a strange thing I have with Singapore Biathlon. First year I ever heard of it, I went down with Leewei on the cranky MTB to catch some action. The next year I took part and came in 8th, really wondering 2nd (and 8mins) is soooo far away. Never in my dreams did I actually think I'd win 2nd! God's grace is so amazing. I think, with that win, my motivation kinda ceased. To know that I achieved as good as what the sister did, was more than enough! The rest was just "in motion".
Another cool part of the year was Spain trip. I'll never forget the beautiful sunrises and quiet mornings. Our quaint little town. Running with friends who're the same speed. Living in our little apartment. Having a 1hr run which feels like urm 20mins? Out among watermelon plantations and ducks swimming in the river. Making friends. Of watching cool racings.
And then along came work, which kinda ruined everything good that was 2010. It upset my balance. And everything after that is kinda murky and gloomy and well, not a happy piggy I was at the first half. After half a year I'm still trying to find a compromise. I don't know where I'm heading and ah well :(
Florida was really fun though. REALLY truly awesome things I saw (dolphins and sunsets), met, ate (Smokey?), did (mini golf!).
Every year has been pretty amazing but for this year, I don't know. Ah well.
OKAY I ADMIT I HAVENT RAN SINCE WORLD CHAMPS OKAY.
(but I've been riding!!!)
I WILL RUN, TOMORROW.
I really miss school, and everything about training and school :(
I really miss hanging out with everybody (okay, again triggered by marcus' note)
I really feel like I haven't been myself for a very long time
Those really were the happiest days of my life!
Oh well...................
Back to benchmarking another round 2 of 3,000 companies tmr :(