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at 9pm today, I smiled.
1) Marcus was back! Someone to talk to!
2) People started appearing online haa.
Suddenly I seem to be struggling with mere existence and keeping my head above the waters. Why didn't I commit time to the Lord?
In You, in You I find my rest
In You, in You I find my peace
In You, I live and move and breathe
Let everything I say and do
Be founded by my faith in You
I life up holy hands and sing
Let the praises ring!
Today, HanJie told me he got into INSTEP -- York University, Canada. No interview nothing was needed. He just submitted his online application, and got it. He was telling me it's so easy to get it, he doesn't understand why nobody else want to submit, me included. I told him long story and let's not talk about it. Apparently he continued on, and that made me say to him: Shut up.
On a happier note, I swam my planned 4.5km today! :) that concludes one whole week of swimming, 11.1km in total. Improve, I must!
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self-control
It's amazing, how you can never never outgive God.
So total angpao was $346 so 10% would mean $34.60. but i dint have change n anw was thinking $35 also nice number easier n so calculative for what. $0.40 = $4. how was i to get an extra angpao anw. so decided to put in $35+$1 offering. to my greatest surprise, left w steph. outside we met bern + sis + mom. mom gave us angpao!
it wasnt till i reached toa payoh, that i realised OH MAN. tt's how God gave me the extra $4 tt i gave Him. plus i realised my actual angpao money is +$20 cuz i dint include mom's one. so i should actually be giving $37.
seriously, i nv thot i would've gotten more money. n my wallet was totally empty since i gave everything. n the $4 was enough to buy me dinner! (except tt i wanted to eat subway) wow.
My God is awesome. I'm amazed how come people can live without Him. how can ppl not believe in Him? how can ppl not want to know a God like JESUS!
I spent 50mins writing in my diary yesterday :)
so this year, i got $346, just from spending 2hrs out on thurs, n 3hrs at mom's side yest! not bad uh not bad. this is the way it should be!
well, not going ms chew's place, not going steamboat tmr. guess i'd rather study at home haha! so much to do!
sighhhh where to get a mouthpiece from.
6 days away should be good.
as can be seen, i'm feeling very random.
monkeys were spotted yesterday at bishan park!
ah meng died yesterday.
i tried to use sis's advice by using gear4 set by her n pedalling faster. ouch man. muscles were like oooohhhhhh. it helps in running n so she says.
like i say, i dont like to run.
Just feeling very very quite terrible. with the lack of privacy, the invading cigarette smoke, the moodlessness, the tiredness, and not having the motivation to exercise especially when u feel so so slow :(
i wanna swim. i hate to run.
:)
ayeeeeeee
like mok (the mugger) says, cny is the time to study! my sentiments exactly. hence all my textbooks r currently at home.
im super irritated n depressed. throwing money down the drain! ahhhhhh. how could i let it smash onto the wall! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
this year not much of a cny. altho tt's been like my 'dream' always. not to have to go out visiting. but i quite like the idea of travelling around spore. once a year. going familiar places where u happen by every once a year. having the feeling of unknown tt u might meet some ppl u've always wanted to meet around. (it was enhanced when on the way to dinner jus now sis suddenly said 'trevor hu' n he was standing at the road there. another ex-swimming fren) but i guess it's good too. can stay home study! busy too with meeting up w frens :)
but somehow, cant help but feel, as the youngest, everything ends too early for me. since young, i could nv grow finish. like sis grew out of playing young kiddy things like cooking. so i had to play it alone. (ok luh at times she played w me) but still. i had to grow out sooner. den came the chauffering. sis had transport to school every morn till after jc2. for me, i had to start going to sch on my own in jc. cuz left one person to fetch dad doesnt want to.
n i guess i'll have to do with the lesser ang pao money haha. bro stops at 24. me at 19. abit unfair huh. 5years x minimum $300 = $1500. how unfair. plus since him being older n cny near his bday he always gets more anYway.
studying is good.
feeling very sian over alot of things tho. ayeeeeeeeeeee.
Happiness is spending 2 hours the day before, eating zicharuncle, singing songs over the keyboard.
Happiness is spending 2 hours the next day sitting on marcus' bed, listening to songs, hearing him sing, being amazed at the fascinating way his brain works, laughing away, looking thru his sketches, using a cool brown pen, laughing somemore, looking at more cool pieces of art, eating a plateful of fruits.
Happiness is knowing my friends are just a window-shout away.
Happiness is knowing that you like them so much such that u have a 8.30am class tmr, consisting of 2 presentation and it's 2am and u're still over at their place.
Happiness is enjoying every moment while they're still so near cuz this's gonna be the last sem it's this way.
Happiness is.
bittersweet memories they'll be once this sem is over.