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2 cores and 2 electives which are pretty crap and I'm S/U-ing yet still have SO much work to do it pretty much scares me at how lag I am!
And I've forgotten how to do a 100m breastroke! In the sense, last time we used to do alot of plunging starts but not all out sprints, to do 100m stroking. But these days with horrible captains scolding u (*sulks) and all, it has been all-out sprints but I still keep doing a 43. Pretty irritating :(
School's flying by way too fast! We're already half-way through the sem. Half more and then it's byebye Singapore, hello Canada, and then hello working world :(
Sigh, I dun wanna grow up.
I so dread it tmr.
Currently, nothing to look forward to. Alot of dreadful things.
1) Tmr's presentation
2) Tough breastroking in the afternoon
3) Practise practise practise
4) Getting dropped on sat morning
5) $80 bye bye
6) Start on aural! (can I make it?)
7) Whole day on Sunday, 930am-830pm
8) Horrors on Monday a repetition! 830am to 3.30pm
9) Rush down for last rehearsal at 4.45pm
10) Rush to NTU for swim training
11) EXAM
12) LOTS of work to catch up on
Ohmy. Not one thing I can look forward to. Even the 5 mins is not a confirm and it's so pointless :(
That was yesterday. Really thankful the sis came down in the end! Hehe. Great to have someone cheering and taking care of you all the way, minus the taking of so many pictures. SO manyyyyyyyyyy.......
Actually, I kinda enjoyed the swim and the bobbing waves much more this time round. It was less crowded. So no drowning this time round. Except something hit me on the head and the following stinging sensation was quite painful. And the sea water was pretty filthy with alot of things floating around. And the salty-ness is still equally bad.
The bike part was pretty fun after all. Except got a little painful towards the end. Cuz I wasn't wearing tights. Okay, I admit I kinda slacked quite abit here.
The run was badbadbad. On my first round, I really thought of what'll happen if I walked. (And my brain told me, everyone will zoom by me!) So I decided not to be loser-fied like the slow ppl ard me and just keep MOVING MY LEGS. Many thanks to the sis for the 100plus at the loop-ing point. Really refreshing except I choked on it. The second round was MUCH better. I experimented with opening my legs with bigger strides and the muscles responded well. So I kick-started the engine and just overtook overtook, aim for next person in front, overtake! Weather on second run wasn't too nice. A little hot. Very thankful for the short route to the end. And then it was over! YAY.
I'm now officially a triathlete :)
And then I came back to choing my work all the way till 3+am, slept for 3hrs+ woke up at 6+ to continue doing work till class at 12.30 (jap quiz) till 4.30pm where I then was able to eat lunch.
Swim training was slack and fun! With 50m kicking scissors paper stone!
Goodnight.
The date I wanna get married cuz it's the latest for such a nice date! 20-12-2012!
But 1) I'll only be 24
2) How to find a husband by then?
HAHA.
The lack of sleep is getting to my head.
Drowning under the work load!
One project report due on Monday, group.
Individual assignment due on Monday.
And this is in the midst of preparation for my first tri this Sunday!
On a side note, I'm starting to try out Masa Sumide's version of Tears in Heaven, inspired by Sungha Jung. Of course I'm NO WHERE as near and capable. But it's really fun to try it! But the fingers hurt. With the peeling dead skin, ouch.
Not forgetting the butt and legs hurt too! Ouch ouch ouch.
It consoles me more than it would you when I concluded it was actually all real back then after reading pages of hand-written words. At least the heart is still pumping day-in day-out.
But some changes are irreversible and this seems to be the case, having become someone I actually do not respect in all ways except, perhaps, one. You can't change a person to someone you would like them to become. They are who they are. Either you accept them as they are, or you don't. In this case, I don't.
I admit I don't understand you. I wonder if I ever did in the first place. And I just bet you'll continue changing, till I'll stop talking to you one day. Actually, aren't we somewhere near there anyway.