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hello :)
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
8:42:00 pm
I've starved myself of food and company the entire day! I think I've yet to grow up.
HRM today, the question that would be asked if you wanted to be chief judge:
"Do you have the courage to sentence somebody to death?"
Food for thought. Courage. It actually takes courage.
I hate time trials of any sort. I skipped one, I landed up with 3. One was pretty okay, another sucked badly, one has yet to be over.
How sad. I was at my peak like 2 weeks ago. Stopped for sometime due to unforeseen circumstances. And then all the time trials come piling up. I think it's all a mess. When I was training so hard, there's no purpose or reason or need. When it really matters, I'm like way below what I can do.
REALLY demoralising :(
A mozzie bit me behind me ear that day. Amazing how it managed to bite BEHIND my ear. It was terribly uncomfortable.
Tmr's gonna be a looonnnngggg day. currently it's 830-1030 aa102 lecture, 1030-130 off to lols' singing class to perform, 130-3 lunch break (can 2 i hope!) 3-5 stats make up tutorial, 5-6 rush back to hall and move my butt down to SRC. 6 some swim time trial (which should take half an hr) followed by a much needed long swim + run, dinner at can2 (again! i hope!)
I was suppose to run n swim last night (i didnt)
I was suppose to swim this morn (i did!)
I was suppose to run tonight (i dint)
I am suppose to run n swim tmr evening (i hope i will!)
I am suppose to swim on thurs morn
I am suppose to run on thurs night (since i didnt just now)
I am suppose to swim on friday
I am suppose to be motivated, not so lazy, and train hard.
How much can my determination carry on I wonder.
Sometimes I really wonder if I'm trying to be somebody I'm not meant to be.
But if not this, then what?
Eunice is someone I really so admire. GPA 4.8! ON THE DEAN'S LIST! (today i was looking around nbs website haha) doubling in BnF and THM. Captain of NTU's bi team. does the nus sprint cat dist in 43mins! Can run as fast as the guys (ahh!)
time to, CUT THE FATS.