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hello :)
Sunday, May 18, 2008
9:20:00 pm
I've had some pretty smooth journeys these days. Boarded NEL train at 8.55am and reached ntu SRC in ONE HOUR. Pretty good timing wouldn't you agree! Swim was lovely, with the clouds coming as always :) Met Lance and his friend there! Swam till 11.40am. But I'm so slow! :( At one time, it was me alone in the pool again, and then the old but super fast ang moh swimmer came too. I think she swims everyday. First time bathed at SRC pool!
New foodcourt, leeweenam library, NIE gym for more than 2hrs. But I didn't even finish my sets. Met some ppl there. Spied on sis doing the zig-zag run in hockey pitch. Spent more time slacking instead. Stared at my sis running treadmill. She's amazing. Yummyyyy dinner where I had to eat one whole big fish. Slept super early at 10pm! For the first time since this year I think.
Saturday was filled with Frosties and sleeping :) But I'm having second thoughts about alumni. I don't know I don't know. I can't make it for pracs on time due to church and I don't want to go PL, neither do I want to rush out every week. It was particularly horrible this week when after finishing, worship continued for those who wanted to stay. I'd rather stay. If that's the case, and I'm getting pretty irritated during alumni, wouldn't it be better to just give it up. Where I can get some breathing space.
I have till this Saturday to make up my mind.
Another pretty smooth journey today. 35mins from time of boarding 13 to time I alighted at pandan valley! Quite a record uh.
I think it's pretty freaky the way I keep meeting this particularly person in and around school. To end up going for the same talk alone, ended up in the same elective, and SOMEHOW kept meeting around school, even taking SAME BUS when like there were so many other buses, and boarding same time. Pretty strange.
Sometimes I think I'm gonna be a jack of all trades and a master of none. Somehow I can't seem to let go of music, neither can I seem to let go of sports. But somehow I've lost the passion to strive perfection in music, and I don't seem to have the determination to push myself while training. Trapped.
A beautiful song with really such meaningful lyrics. A song about what worship rEALLy means. Not about songs. Not about music. I like the part which says 'For a song in itself is not what You have required'.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tq62ggQKYJY&feature=related
Heart of Worship
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
And every Sunday evening, I start the ritual of sitting at the zi char stall, waiting for my weekly dose of hor fun (one and only real meal every Sunday) and marvelling at how amazing that stall is being run. This aunty can balance 5 plates of rice on ONE HAND! Isn't it a little hot.
Watching Prelude 25 dvd, our stageband! I forgot how COOL OUR PROPS WERE! especially lookit's light sabre! And the purple doors, our favourite bush, the heart, scissors, duke's mansion sign, the pitchfork! :) AND how funny bernard's voicing is -- you know, only the handsome can see it. AND how cute tingzhang is! all his impromptu-ness on that day itself, it's just so QTZ! That role was like written for him larh! The funniest of all, was of course mj knocking off tchow's specs. THAT was the ultimate unplanned for moment!
that's my beloved batch back then in tjband :)