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hello :)
Thursday, March 05, 2009
12:30:00 am
I am feeling terribly like THAT.
No mood to compete in anyway. Feeling very lost in everyway. Today was IH Colours Award for my hall. Of course, training's more impt so you know where my priorities lie.
So on the way back I was told to drop by the function hall and I ended up getting a whole bunch of things, besides our 4x800m medal for track, apparently I got Sportwoman of the year for Hall 15. (I didn't even know I was nominated) Apparently some gay video was played and all. Thank goodness I wasn't there. I'm feeling so ............. over that. (I dunno what word to fill in the blank) I mean, besides the fact that now it's like "I owe it" to 15 to stay there? It's also like "I didn't do anything deserving of it?" And what must ppl be thinking. Like I'm so undeserving.
As much as I wanted to think it's cool (cuz like you know sis always sportswoman everywhere, KR, NUS etc) but still it's quite a bitter disappointment to feel that it's all just because of politics. I wonder how this thing worked.
But all the same, it's the first time I've got a medal with my name imprinted on it! (Altho the medal is like how fake haha) :)
Yearning.