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Thursday, March 19, 2009
6:28:00 am
The morning cycle was cancelled again cuz of the rain :( :( :(
6am outside was nice weather, but didn't wanna open door cuz from experience alot of flies will come in in the morning. So I was just standing outside my door, enjoying the cold breeze and fresh morning air, and wondering why so sad, have ppl sleep in the lounge, before realising it's two ppl having ***!!!!!! For the first time in my whole entire life, ever since steppping into NTU, I'm so appalled. So there goes enjoying the breeze and early morning air. I'm back in my room, sitting in my chair at 6 in the morning.
Sometimes I don't quite get it. If you care about someone enough to like that person, (my conclusion is you like if you care more than anything else in the world) then wouldn't you CARE? And things such as quarrels/disagreements would be all worked out and ppl will live happily ever after with no breakups. Is it really too idealistic? It takes two hands to clap and if both care, I don't see why not, especially since it's so hard to find two ppl who honestly like each other mutually. That's why I'm amazed there're so many couples around, and actually why do ppl breakup!
But if they don't care anymore, then I've nothing to say. How do you keep wanting to care for someone else forever? I find that quite impossible to. But to me, if it isn't there, then really, how to last? Unless one party always gives in. But I doubt even the most patient of ppl will be able to take it indefinitely.
Cheers to ttk, cuz to me, he has won the "Most Tolerant Guy Alive" Award :)
Maybe that's why lols seemed even more disappointed than I was last time haha. But well, I didn't quite care already.