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Fighting a Losing Battle
Friday, March 19, 2010
10:11:00 pm
Some. Times.
sigh.
Trying my best, but when you're tired, you slip.
And when there's no one there to hold you up, you fall.
I haven't quite been okay for the past few days I must say.
Long day today. Slept close to 1am and woke up a few times in between.
Got up at 7+ to head to school which ended at 12noon.
By the time we edited our Old Chang Kee report, printed and submitted it was 1.30pm.
Swam a quick swim in 1hr.
Rushed home and could not do the run because bro came so late.
Headed down to ECP at 5+ for race pack collection and dinner.
And so we've taken our pre-race pic with the NUS and NTU ppl.
All the travelling around here and there.
I really dislike.
Only managed to reach home at 9pm, with all the crawling buses.
And then could only sit home at 9.45pm.
Walking home, I just felt so drained with no energy to entertain, no energy to smile, no energy to pretend it's all alright, no energy to think if it's alright, no energy to put up that front that I'm always carrying on.
I think I'm just plain TIRED.
And counting the hours of sleep I've been surviving on, and all the stuffs that had to be settled here and there, and the hours I've been travelling through, okay, plain, bad, tired.
Sigh, sorry.
And right now I've no energy to entertain ppl teasing me on MSN.
Enough already.
The thought of Sunday is making the stomach churn.
I don't feel too good or prepared.
I just wish it's over already.
On a slightly happier note, the presentation is over (it was hmmmmmmm quite bad! We were reduced to, 3 ppl.......), OCK is sent in, left PharMor on Tuesday, ethical reasoning assignment and corporate governance presentation then it's the exams! And a very screwed me.