There, Look What You've Done
Saturday, June 19, 2010
10:37:00 pm
There,
I broke the most important rule.
I went against the most important promise I made to myself.
Sorry?
Oh? What a useless word.
If I truly am, shouldn't I not have said it or done it in the first place right?
Turn back time then!
Well, sad to say the clock only ticks backwards when something inside is............. SPOILT!
Why wouldn't what you want matter to me?
Oh. Right. My brain didn't quite register that.
A simple question but it's so hard to digest and comprehend.
I don't know why it wouldn't matter,
because it does.
Yes, the sad truth is I've been having all these self-talk conversations pretty frequently recently.
Why do I feel so far away?
Well, that's because we're 857 miles apart.